Oh, happy new year..

Oh, happy new year..

Well it’s been months. I lost the interest in writing, plus I started a new job which severely decreases my wiring time. But on the upside, I have a new job. One pillar down. Go me. 

My depression has been quite the lil booger recently. Some days I’m up, some I’m down – so far down. So, so far down. But I push through anyway, take my meds and tell myself that ‘it will be OK’. I have an appt in a couple of weeks to recheck my meds. I’m assuming (er, hoping) they’ll change, which I’ll be grateful for. I’m thinking I have something else going on on top of/beside of the depression. I think my brain is just broken in layers, and until I peel back one layer, I won’t truly know the extend of what’s going on in there. It’s like a present that you aren’t excited to open but you have to anyways. 

I’ve been working out, following Beachbody’s 21 Day Fix plan and I actually really like it. I’m in round two, and in the first round I lost 7.5 pounds and 13.5 inches. I’m pretty proud. 

That’s all for now. Oh ya. Happy new year. We just got a new president.